2008年11月24日 星期一

Story Ends

也許是從開始就錯了

其實只是因為你愛〈做你的公主)這首歌

我才會以為可以做你的公主

我也以為「公主」應該是得人疼、得人寵

在這樣的前提下,你不能怪我對你苛求

公主哭的時候,龍貓會不耐煩生氣

公主笑的時候,龍貓不一定會跟著快樂

也許龍貓根本不需要公主

龍貓的故事裡也不會有公主出現

可是,我在愛情上還有期待

就是希望有人可以把當公主一樣地寵愛

你很照顧我

可是

我想要一個疼我愛我的男人

而不是個「爸爸」

雖然我的爸爸沒有給我太好的照顧

但你們對我的限制卻是差不多

我已經受夠家裡帶來的煎熬了

不需要再多一個人來增加我的痛苦

所以故事要結束

不是你我改不改變就能解決的

我不想再忍耐不想再退讓

你的自以為是

所以故事要結吏

我們之間有被寵壞的問題

可是不是我被你寵壞

而是被爸媽寵壞 被朋友寵壞的你

所以故事真的要結束。

2008年11月19日 星期三

戀愛沒有假期:The Holidays 經典台詞

Iris: I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you.

And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door.

And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.

2008年11月10日 星期一

Anxious

I look around me, it seems that I have everything. Is that true, however?

My man always say he would take care of me, but is this love all about? I got expensive presents, no worry about money, and... what else?

Excpet blood and DNA, what connect my family and me? I always avoid to talk about my family, that something easy to make me cry. But I really feel frustrated that I can only live like this. I wanna take good care of the members in my family. while I hardly to support myself, how can i to be their support?

I don't have many friends. I don't know how to be one's friend. maybe that's why I lose so many of them. So many times I wanna tell some people, I really miss you. but I never speak those words out.

what is my life about?