Envy

I like to see beautiful girls, on the road or on the net.

Sometimes I appreciate their looks, cute or sexy, they just know how to express their confidence. While sometimes I can't help but envy what they have.

I wonder how much would it take to become one of them.

Music kills

Maybe because I've never met the type of people like you, so I crushed on your talent of music. You gave me the thought that I might be special to you, it turned out to be my illusion.

Everybody wants to be special to somebody, apparently I'm not the one for you , and (I persuade myself that ) you don't deserve me. While I can't help being curious about whether you would treat me as well as he does if we decided to date. I'd better not knowing the answer, since it doesn't matter at all.

I liked your song, but you really need to compose something new. You should know that's why most girls crazy about you.

What the heck

I don't want to care about other people's opinion of my relationship. While I can't help to feel weird when I see my ex's good friend, also my housemate. It doesn't matter he like me or not, we don't have too many contacts anyway.

But it depressed me because he judge me by one's opinion, I don't care, I just don't get used to that. I always try to be Miss Nice, I try hard to make good impression on everyone. however, when it comes to relationship, I usually screw up.

I'm especially bad at handling relations with foreigners. I always thought I can be friend of them, most of time turn out to be more complicate than I expect. Why can't we just be friend? Did I do something inadequate to lead all the misunderstood?

Fortunately I have someone to be my side, watch me very carefully and strictly, haha.

Lazy

Don't wanna clean the room.

Don't wanna write the reports.

Don't wanna shop anywhere.

Don't wanna makeup covering my face.

I feel something disappeared in my head.

Lie down in the bed, be a fat potato~

Out of order.

Stupid

It's not easy to get over the past at all. I still think about you a lot. More specific, your name haunted my mind. I can hardly remember those time we spent together, then why can't I just let you go?

It takes one minute to notice a man, and one hour to make a friend, and one day to fall in love. Once you put yourself in, it would take lifetime to get over.

I thought I know what I want, and that's why I crushed on you. I just so stupid that I forget to look inside.